fuckyeahdyslexia

fuckyeahdyslexia

To explain the title, I am dyslexic. Dyslexia isn't a disability of any sort. It shouldn't be considered something that is looked down upon either. Dyslexia is just another way the brain works and interprets information. I recently used the example as: You have those people who interpret information like PC's and dyslexics interpret like Apple's. I personally think dyslexia is a term that's too broad. Dyslexia could be as broad as the word cancer. Those who have dyslexia all succeed and fault in different areas, but in the end we interpret information into visual pictures. Most dyslexics have careers having do with visual jobs, for example: photography, cinematography, design, and much more. My writings, pictures, or music posted, will have nothing to do with dyslexia, but my writings, pictures, or music posted all are impacted by my dyslexia.

I don't hold much back. Here and there I'll explain situations going on in my life. Posting a picture with each post is a must. One of my biggest passions is with photography. Most of the photos posted won't be of my work, but of work that I admire, and one day would love to replicate in some way. Replicating would mean, the lighting, the model's pose, the fashion, composition, etc. In the end I hope to be able to take most of these posts, and have them edited into some sort of book(excluding the photos and music). Writing here also is my form of release. I know I don't have many followers at all, so the idea of writing for people, isn't the idea behind it all. Maybe down the road after a few years, if this could be turned into a book, then yes it could impact people. As of now the writings will only allow you to get to know me a little bit more and get inside my head. My grammar is absolutely horrible so if you have issues understanding something, then don't hesitate to e-mail me. Sxeseis@mac.com

Thanks,
Dylan

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**I wrote this on 1/2/11 - posting it late due to comcast sucking**

I haven’t felt like shit in a long time until now. I know it’s not a huge deal, but I still do care a lot. Worked till 1am last night. Did laundry, and finally was in bed by 2-2:30. I set 3 alarms in my phone. The day before I had set some alarms, and yet my phone never went off. I thought that was strange, so to be safe, I set 3 alarms in my phone. Made sure the volume was all the way up, and my phone on the charger. I was supposed to pick up Marisa at 10:30 for church. She ends up calling me at 10:51. :/ I messed up. My phone never went off. I even tested it again this morning, setting it a minute later from the time, and it still didn’t go off. I don’t know what to do, I guess I can restore and restart my phone, maybe even have to go out and buy an alarm clock. Marisa left and went to church alone. I hate that I disappointed her.

I stepped back a little to look at the situation. It happened and I can’t do anything about it. We can feel bad about it, but that won’t get us anywhere. I tried to calm myself down, and focus. I showered, then watched Kevin speak over the internet for the service at RPC. It was a great service and definitely got something from it.

If Marisa still want’s to be mad, then I guess I just have to let her. I’ll give her space until she wants to see me again. It’s not fun being in my shoes. Especially when this was just some fluke that sorta just happened. It’s kinda the story of my life.

Have you ever watched the Life and Times of Tim. Well, Tim, seems to just always get himself into trouble, when he really doesn’t make the wrong choices. So the whole show is about how he gets stuck into bad scenarios based on him just being nice, or some how doing the wrong thing. It’s never intentional though. It’s quite funny of a show.

I have my mothers wedding photos to edit, laundry to finish, and a house that still is a little dirty from the night before. So I do have things to do.

A few new years resolutions that I have come up with is:
Eating out less. Less fast food.
Flossing once a day. Then mouthwash too.
Spending more time with the Lord.
Give more money, and time for serving.
….more to come I hope.

There really isn’t anything else on my mind I feel passionate about and could write a lot about. I know the situation with my dad is still shit. My work situation is kinda riding on the fence. In everything though, I am grateful. I made a lot of money surprisingly this year, yet I don’t have anything left to show for it (I need to check out my finances to figure out where all my money is going). God has blessed me with so much this last year. I remember a year ago how I said “Fuck ‘09”. A lot happened in ‘09 that hurt me. It got better later in ‘09, as I moved back home. But ‘10 was really a great year.

I spent a lot of time with music, finding new bands, and going to some great shows. Developed relationships at work, filmed some amazing weddings, edited a lot of footage, traveled to California, and Memphis. I witnessed my best friend Trip getting married. I met an amazing girl, talked to her, got to know her, and now am in love with her. I was blessed to be able to spend the new year with her, and some of my best of friends. 2010 was a blessing, and I need to realize that instead of looking at all of the negatives. It was great. :D

I better be off now. It was nice to reflect. I feel like I am in a good place right now. Thanks.

**I wrote this on 1/2/11 - posting it late due to comcast sucking**

I haven’t felt like shit in a long time until now. I know it’s not a huge deal, but I still do care a lot. Worked till 1am last night. Did laundry, and finally was in bed by 2-2:30. I set 3 alarms in my phone. The day before I had set some alarms, and yet my phone never went off. I thought that was strange, so to be safe, I set 3 alarms in my phone. Made sure the volume was all the way up, and my phone on the charger. I was supposed to pick up Marisa at 10:30 for church. She ends up calling me at 10:51. :/ I messed up. My phone never went off. I even tested it again this morning, setting it a minute later from the time, and it still didn’t go off. I don’t know what to do, I guess I can restore and restart my phone, maybe even have to go out and buy an alarm clock. Marisa left and went to church alone. I hate that I disappointed her.

I stepped back a little to look at the situation. It happened and I can’t do anything about it. We can feel bad about it, but that won’t get us anywhere. I tried to calm myself down, and focus. I showered, then watched Kevin speak over the internet for the service at RPC. It was a great service and definitely got something from it.

If Marisa still want’s to be mad, then I guess I just have to let her. I’ll give her space until she wants to see me again. It’s not fun being in my shoes. Especially when this was just some fluke that sorta just happened. It’s kinda the story of my life.

Have you ever watched the Life and Times of Tim. Well, Tim, seems to just always get himself into trouble, when he really doesn’t make the wrong choices. So the whole show is about how he gets stuck into bad scenarios based on him just being nice, or some how doing the wrong thing. It’s never intentional though. It’s quite funny of a show.

I have my mothers wedding photos to edit, laundry to finish, and a house that still is a little dirty from the night before. So I do have things to do.

A few new years resolutions that I have come up with is:

Eating out less. Less fast food.

Flossing once a day. Then mouthwash too.

Spending more time with the Lord.

Give more money, and time for serving.

….more to come I hope.

There really isn’t anything else on my mind I feel passionate about and could write a lot about. I know the situation with my dad is still shit. My work situation is kinda riding on the fence. In everything though, I am grateful. I made a lot of money surprisingly this year, yet I don’t have anything left to show for it (I need to check out my finances to figure out where all my money is going). God has blessed me with so much this last year. I remember a year ago how I said “Fuck ‘09”. A lot happened in ‘09 that hurt me. It got better later in ‘09, as I moved back home. But ‘10 was really a great year.

I spent a lot of time with music, finding new bands, and going to some great shows. Developed relationships at work, filmed some amazing weddings, edited a lot of footage, traveled to California, and Memphis. I witnessed my best friend Trip getting married. I met an amazing girl, talked to her, got to know her, and now am in love with her. I was blessed to be able to spend the new year with her, and some of my best of friends. 2010 was a blessing, and I need to realize that instead of looking at all of the negatives. It was great. :D

I better be off now. It was nice to reflect. I feel like I am in a good place right now. Thanks.

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